For A Complicated Girl...

We best be headin out.

no really. they smoke crack in the house now. sorry i can’t watch you kill yourselves any longer. im packin up what few things i can carry and im headin up north.

somehow someway things will get better for me and my little family. I refuse to live around their stupid habits any longer.

they got my baby sister addicted to the needle. the father of my child addicted to crack…yeah im out. I fixed Steven and now i gotta go fix my sister. best believe ima get my brother before they mess him up to. best place for him and Athena is with me.

Speaking of my baby girl. she’s getting sooo big. I love watching her grow. =] She’s the best gift God could ever give me. I love being her mommy. <3

Anywho a few people think my decission to move back to TN is stupid. Well…I really don’t give a flying fuck what they think. =] even NayNay. If she doesn’t understand that leaving my parents house is the best thing and smartest thing for me and my daughter..well…she can just fuck off. Ive NEVER said ANYTHING rude or even like that to or about her but this is my life and I plan to live it as I see fit. And NOBODY will stand in the way of me giving my daughter everything she deserves and more.

good fuckin night. =]